3rd Decade of Existence...

3rd decade of existence...

I will be celebrating my 3rd decade of existence on earth in a few days - - yes, I am proud to be 30 years old!

My life is far from being perfect - - I had my own fair share of joys and trials ; laughter and tears ; being strong yet so weak... Yes, I am a normal person who has been through a lot. But I am proud to have a very meaningful life. I want to believe that everything that I've experienced for the past 29 years molded me to become a better and stronger person.

My family and friends have been with me through sadness and happiness; during the most trying moments of my life most especially during bouts of Multiple Sclerosis (MS) attacks - - prayers and sincere frienships have been my motivation to keep going.

Of course, I know that I can't have everything in life - - something is still missing in my life (but it is something that God is in full control!)
I am very fortunate for having my family, relatives and friends - - who have been with me - - they are truly my life's assets that no amount of money can ever buy.
As I continue to count my blessings, I am glad that I was able to share it with someone who inspired me to be the best person I should be (not for him nor for other people) but for my own self.

But I am so sorry that I failed him and hurt him by being so insensitive, tackles and sometimes insecure (yes, I am!) As I continue to live life, all the values that "Mr. Someone" shared with me will be my guide as I walk through life's path.
To you, thank you so much for everything...

To my family, relatives and friends, thank you for allowing me to share my life with all of you... The pleasure is mine!

To the people who have "hurt" me, (intentionally or not) - - I am sorry if I also caused you pain or hurt you, too. I may have harmed or wounded your spirit but rest assured that it's never intentional.

I will not tell you that I am going to block you out of my life forever - - because I know the time will come that there are things that only you can do it for me. But in the meantime that I am not yet ready to have a normal relationship with you - - please understand that there are wounds that takes a lot longer to heal... but in-time everything will be okay again!